hellohello
Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to Lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you
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Saturday, June 09, 2007, 1:03 AM
yesterday i went for trng at macritchie.
it was quite traumatizing at first
(cos of the frog tt was under the paddles)
but it was a good day.ran up the stupid slope too.
and well,canoeing means a hell lot to me.
everything started getting out of hand last year.
ok,long story.maybe ill blog abt it one day.
after trng,i went to my grandmas place
went to the basketball court at 11plus at nite
met my sis and other basketballers.
played,and then i got bored so i suggested playing catching. quite scary,i mean if u accidentally see something you might not want to see.it was damn fun,played till around 1plus.caught the most no of people!but anyway,aft tt,we talked for awhile and left.
everything started getting worse.
sigh,felt terrible.everyone's the same.
everyone's fake,everyone pretends.
spent most of the night tearing like shit.
these weird dreams are killing me. ):
today,
my eyes are fucking swollen and puffy.
it hurts when i blink.
its hard to even look at things.shit.
i didnt step out of the hse today.
didnt go for trng,cancelled plans.
my entire body hurts and i hve bruises.
i need to get away.get away from it all.
from everyone.
id rather u stay away than come so close and fucking leave in the end.i hate people who leave.forget it,everyone leaves.
no matter how close they are,they do..
no,now not even listening to michael buble helps.not even hugs.
i miss you so much.
too much.
goodnight.